So it has been a long time that I have been getting lost on the net. While Robbie Williams is singing Tripping , I get this inspiration.

The words do remind me that am not willing to take anymore .

And why should I suffer in silence ? My heart is broke, so there is nothing to break anymore. Oh hell yes just a broken heart does not ache as much as a broken soul or mind.

Hell as I said if pain could be heard in noise it would be so loud that it crosses every in thinkable sound and it would hurt Your ears. What going on in my life at this moment.. I miss my Joycie and I have been missing myself as well, so I have kicked my ass. Yeah it works am writing my second book the afterlife . Its all in my mind so I have to work it out only that’s what am doing . T is helping me out and my world just keeps on turning. Am on liquid food now .That was a release just let go this must now I just eat all I need Hey I keep in shape remember no pain no gain. But for today this is It am gone write and listen music look some DVD. Well I have conger my deep dip (no not Depp wish full thinking dreaming  ) For all be well and take care. Am also on hyves. http://Jeanine46.hyves.nl okay Cu and just do everything I do and do nothing I wouldn’t.. C’js enjoying the most beautiful girl from Prince..